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Friday, August 19, 2016
Some history and some relations
1993 - My father was officially confirmed that he is a 2nd world war injured person
1993 -1996 - I was not accepted on any of the Hungarian Universities as a high IQ person after high school
1996 - I started Gabor Dennis College in Eger went on to become IT Engineer
1997 - They called me to the conscription as a son of a 2nd world war victim, I filled in an IQ test, the MAWI test, I scored the highest result ever know. After I was talking with my father I told them that I never wanted to hold a fire arm and I have psychological problems
2000 - I started to work in Siemens's Sysdata Kft in Budapest
2005 - After several years of struggle beside the every day work in Siemens I graduated on GDF.
The above facts are already a prove: There are some persons related to the Military / Diplomacy who are hurting me against the law as an older story!
My uncle was a military officer during the soviet regime in Hungary! He has a son who I hardly ever met...
Our familiy bible with the family tree included a name from the US who later became a reach millionair. It is a LIE! He is not our family! The name is written inside during the soviet regime in Hungary!
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My personal relationships (girlfriends and friends) show an interesting parralel process with the above facts!
In my teen age life my first friends and my mother called me to be a musician, to play the guitar and then the base guitar from age 12 -14.
I was 15, when my first girlfriend pushed me a bit to drink, be cool in music and be active in the bedroom... AND stoped me to continue my studies to any of the Hungarian Universities. (My english test was good to the university in 1995!)
From age 18 some of my friends called me to go around Europe with a car. We saw Amsterdam, tried the hash and the marihuanna ...
From age 18 some of these friends introduced me to other older rockers and hippies in Eger who were using drugs ... they wanted me to be on drugs ...
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My next girlfriend wanted to treat me like a person who has more girlfriends, making sex without responsibility... without deeper connection. (My earlier Song teacher from the elementary school would have loughed on that as they knew that I was a romatic lover type of personality when I was young...) When we were together she introduced me to her family, showed me her dog, her home and their properties and friends; but later with some other person treated me like a stranger who is just sleeping with her ...
I have got a love letter from her but she wanted to sleep with somebody else on a party putting me into strange position in front of everybody in the party!
There was an artificial / organized problem on this subject on the party. We were already drinking when she was showing off with somebody in front of me and I wanted to ask her about that behaviour in private in one on one. But she refused and went on with fooling me. After a short dialog when she was close she played me, she sit on a glass table in front of the room which broke! As far as I learned nobody was injured but I recognized that it was some of those friends who wanted to fool me...
I was already drunk a bit. After that some of those friends from my childhood acted weird immediately! They wanted to play me even if I was the one who knew her personal background they wanted to play that I wanted to hurt her...Obviously, it was never true!
After that party I called her several times to clarify the events and make it clear that after that scene obviously I will not continue to go out with her anymore but I loved her and I did not wanted any further problems...
I decided that I will not drink and be careful with any of my friends from that on...
This happened in 2000, immediatelly after I finished the practical classes on the GDF College and started to look for IT Engineer jobs in Budapest. I was in EDS and Siemens...
My next girlfriend I got to know when travelling on the bus from Budapest to Eger. I just visited one of the persons who were on that party...
She was a Christian girl who we never had sex with during my next 6 years! We were together and I loved her but we were not living together in the same apartment and not sleeping together at all... She told me that she does not want to do that until she got married! Obviously I accepted that without any problems and agreed that actually that is the best proven way to stay healthy and clean in the soul!
Her cusin was in the military visiting the US, she told me that he was in some kind of military related championships or such events...
During this time after some time I got to know some other girls but I kept my word and I did not leave her until I saw that she wants to marry...
Obviously I got to know her family, dog and everything again... after 5 sears her father got sick with cancer and passed away. A sad time
After 6 years she started to act strange saying that she has somebody else, she is seeing someone else but she still want me to see her family who love me and maybe that other thing is not serious and after some time she will stop that new relationship and then she will still be with me...
Now, I have heard weird things during my life, however I never heard such bullshit! So, I decided that it is not her, she and her family was not like some people who would do things like this ...; but there should be somebody else again in the background acting on her and our relationship ...
After I talked to her family I decided: before I leave her I wanted to make it clear what is going on, who is that person and that she is safe from further insults after I get out ...
After that my caos brigad 'friends' (who wanted me to be a musician, who wanted me to rock with the drugs as the super intelligence of the whole continent ...) were talking to me like: Ey, come on Gabor, don't worry, drink with me ... I will show you a girl friend of mine ...
I arranged a party in my appartment in Budapest and I got to know with another girl who's father just passed away with cancer and she was very sad ...
After the party she kept visiting me in my apartment for some weeks...
She was living in an rental nearby and she was already living abroad before for several years where she wanted to go back waiting for her papers...
After some weeks she did not get any money from her employer and lost her apartment ...
I told myself: "You know what, what the hell is going on here...?"
I will offer her that she can stay in my place for a while and then after her life gets into shape again then she can leave ...
After some time as she was living in my appartment we were together and I started to get in the office a bit later and later every day...
I visited the place where she were resident to further help there ... I was working abroad for 29 months where I was paying the appartment, I was studing, reading, learning, biking ... and waiting for her to find her life and way of living ...
I like her as a friend but almost the whole time was a struggle and I was mentally exhausted to the edge several times... I told this to my mother and my sister several times during this time period ...
While working abroad I got to know some people there. Interestingly, some of those turned out to be in the military or having military relations... after some time in the office where I was trying to help with my best IT know how as the intelligence of technology from Siemens some of these people started to invite me out to party and drink / go to see the girls dancing and such ...
Strange things happened: even if I did not drink wild after some bottles I got totally inconcious... some girls were blinking with their eyes on the street ... I was happy trying to immagine that it is because of the legend or some mosquito got into their eyes ...
After some time I was invited more actively into the US to work there in my field... even if I could not prepare to my interview properly for personal reasons I went to see San Francisco when I was invited to an interview with one of the small businesses acquired by one of the leading concerns today. I liked the place, however they did not act with positive feedback ...
After that time I already decided that I will move back to Europe! After my background, my DNA is celtic European I thought that with my sister and my brother we all are here in Europe! My peace and my future must be in Europe ...
That is when strange things happened... people of those inviters started to act weird in the office of the actual company I was working... after I resigned on 21 June 2013 they started to hurt me very bad in Toronto, ON, CA.
I think she was somehow involved but she was not offensive continuesly, only during some time periods ... I did not know what was wrong but I tried to make our connection looser and then after it did not work stronger again, travelling a bit to see if something would change...
After some time I did not like the things anymore. I learned that she was jealous even if I never had any relationship during the time I knew her... and I knew she had ... she did not like something but she did not say a single word about it ... after some time I thought it is not her but there must be somebody else who is watching and making some others jealous invoking fear ...
I did not like it there anymore! I think somebody got into my appartment and went on to physical... they made me sleep and hurt me while I was sleeping ...
<I will not detail here any further how I discovered what I discovered and how I focused with all my attention to stay transparent and positive to somehow come back ... that was the hell ... like the time I came back to Hungary from 2014 Jan until 2015 Apr>
Immediatelly after she had an employer with an income I told her that she should find a separate appartment in the city...
From that time on with all my energy I am focusing on to stay calm while I am hurt everywhere unarmed and innocent!
From the above notes it is obvious that
- until now I hardly had any free time from the insulting, hurting, restricting forces of these people ...
- I was free for some days / some weeks when my father was still living ... but not more ...
- I could not start to build a family which was always the goal of life ... actually as a high IQ DNA person it should be an obvious goal for everybody else
My only whish is that these people who hurt me in any way as part of this would go away from my life!
Nothing is more important then this! Literary nothing!
Because I still believe that there is freedom on this Earth for everybody.
Also the intelligent who is not in the military but a real humanist, living for God, peace and pure happiness of children and families!
-----
Now they say: I am the knock off kid - the kid who they wanted to be born so that they kill him!?
Obviously that must be some urban legend of some people who beleive every tale which is told ... it can't be true! We will never raise people to kill them! That is sick.
I think this term does not exist in our dictionary!
An interesting document pair:
After I got to Hungary I got a paper which says I was not in the military and I do not have any further duties.
Then they gave me the same where the lines that I do not have any further duties are removed!
1993 -1996 - I was not accepted on any of the Hungarian Universities as a high IQ person after high school
1996 - I started Gabor Dennis College in Eger went on to become IT Engineer
1997 - They called me to the conscription as a son of a 2nd world war victim, I filled in an IQ test, the MAWI test, I scored the highest result ever know. After I was talking with my father I told them that I never wanted to hold a fire arm and I have psychological problems
2000 - I started to work in Siemens's Sysdata Kft in Budapest
2005 - After several years of struggle beside the every day work in Siemens I graduated on GDF.
The above facts are already a prove: There are some persons related to the Military / Diplomacy who are hurting me against the law as an older story!
My uncle was a military officer during the soviet regime in Hungary! He has a son who I hardly ever met...
Our familiy bible with the family tree included a name from the US who later became a reach millionair. It is a LIE! He is not our family! The name is written inside during the soviet regime in Hungary!
-------------------------------------------------
My personal relationships (girlfriends and friends) show an interesting parralel process with the above facts!
In my teen age life my first friends and my mother called me to be a musician, to play the guitar and then the base guitar from age 12 -14.
I was 15, when my first girlfriend pushed me a bit to drink, be cool in music and be active in the bedroom... AND stoped me to continue my studies to any of the Hungarian Universities. (My english test was good to the university in 1995!)
From age 18 some of my friends called me to go around Europe with a car. We saw Amsterdam, tried the hash and the marihuanna ...
From age 18 some of these friends introduced me to other older rockers and hippies in Eger who were using drugs ... they wanted me to be on drugs ...
----------------------------------------
My next girlfriend wanted to treat me like a person who has more girlfriends, making sex without responsibility... without deeper connection. (My earlier Song teacher from the elementary school would have loughed on that as they knew that I was a romatic lover type of personality when I was young...) When we were together she introduced me to her family, showed me her dog, her home and their properties and friends; but later with some other person treated me like a stranger who is just sleeping with her ...
I have got a love letter from her but she wanted to sleep with somebody else on a party putting me into strange position in front of everybody in the party!
There was an artificial / organized problem on this subject on the party. We were already drinking when she was showing off with somebody in front of me and I wanted to ask her about that behaviour in private in one on one. But she refused and went on with fooling me. After a short dialog when she was close she played me, she sit on a glass table in front of the room which broke! As far as I learned nobody was injured but I recognized that it was some of those friends who wanted to fool me...
I was already drunk a bit. After that some of those friends from my childhood acted weird immediately! They wanted to play me even if I was the one who knew her personal background they wanted to play that I wanted to hurt her...Obviously, it was never true!
After that party I called her several times to clarify the events and make it clear that after that scene obviously I will not continue to go out with her anymore but I loved her and I did not wanted any further problems...
I decided that I will not drink and be careful with any of my friends from that on...
This happened in 2000, immediatelly after I finished the practical classes on the GDF College and started to look for IT Engineer jobs in Budapest. I was in EDS and Siemens...
My next girlfriend I got to know when travelling on the bus from Budapest to Eger. I just visited one of the persons who were on that party...
She was a Christian girl who we never had sex with during my next 6 years! We were together and I loved her but we were not living together in the same apartment and not sleeping together at all... She told me that she does not want to do that until she got married! Obviously I accepted that without any problems and agreed that actually that is the best proven way to stay healthy and clean in the soul!
Her cusin was in the military visiting the US, she told me that he was in some kind of military related championships or such events...
During this time after some time I got to know some other girls but I kept my word and I did not leave her until I saw that she wants to marry...
Obviously I got to know her family, dog and everything again... after 5 sears her father got sick with cancer and passed away. A sad time
After 6 years she started to act strange saying that she has somebody else, she is seeing someone else but she still want me to see her family who love me and maybe that other thing is not serious and after some time she will stop that new relationship and then she will still be with me...
Now, I have heard weird things during my life, however I never heard such bullshit! So, I decided that it is not her, she and her family was not like some people who would do things like this ...; but there should be somebody else again in the background acting on her and our relationship ...
After I talked to her family I decided: before I leave her I wanted to make it clear what is going on, who is that person and that she is safe from further insults after I get out ...
After that my caos brigad 'friends' (who wanted me to be a musician, who wanted me to rock with the drugs as the super intelligence of the whole continent ...) were talking to me like: Ey, come on Gabor, don't worry, drink with me ... I will show you a girl friend of mine ...
I arranged a party in my appartment in Budapest and I got to know with another girl who's father just passed away with cancer and she was very sad ...
After the party she kept visiting me in my apartment for some weeks...
She was living in an rental nearby and she was already living abroad before for several years where she wanted to go back waiting for her papers...
After some weeks she did not get any money from her employer and lost her apartment ...
I told myself: "You know what, what the hell is going on here...?"
I will offer her that she can stay in my place for a while and then after her life gets into shape again then she can leave ...
After some time as she was living in my appartment we were together and I started to get in the office a bit later and later every day...
I visited the place where she were resident to further help there ... I was working abroad for 29 months where I was paying the appartment, I was studing, reading, learning, biking ... and waiting for her to find her life and way of living ...
I like her as a friend but almost the whole time was a struggle and I was mentally exhausted to the edge several times... I told this to my mother and my sister several times during this time period ...
While working abroad I got to know some people there. Interestingly, some of those turned out to be in the military or having military relations... after some time in the office where I was trying to help with my best IT know how as the intelligence of technology from Siemens some of these people started to invite me out to party and drink / go to see the girls dancing and such ...
Strange things happened: even if I did not drink wild after some bottles I got totally inconcious... some girls were blinking with their eyes on the street ... I was happy trying to immagine that it is because of the legend or some mosquito got into their eyes ...
After some time I was invited more actively into the US to work there in my field... even if I could not prepare to my interview properly for personal reasons I went to see San Francisco when I was invited to an interview with one of the small businesses acquired by one of the leading concerns today. I liked the place, however they did not act with positive feedback ...
After that time I already decided that I will move back to Europe! After my background, my DNA is celtic European I thought that with my sister and my brother we all are here in Europe! My peace and my future must be in Europe ...
That is when strange things happened... people of those inviters started to act weird in the office of the actual company I was working... after I resigned on 21 June 2013 they started to hurt me very bad in Toronto, ON, CA.
I think she was somehow involved but she was not offensive continuesly, only during some time periods ... I did not know what was wrong but I tried to make our connection looser and then after it did not work stronger again, travelling a bit to see if something would change...
After some time I did not like the things anymore. I learned that she was jealous even if I never had any relationship during the time I knew her... and I knew she had ... she did not like something but she did not say a single word about it ... after some time I thought it is not her but there must be somebody else who is watching and making some others jealous invoking fear ...
I did not like it there anymore! I think somebody got into my appartment and went on to physical... they made me sleep and hurt me while I was sleeping ...
<I will not detail here any further how I discovered what I discovered and how I focused with all my attention to stay transparent and positive to somehow come back ... that was the hell ... like the time I came back to Hungary from 2014 Jan until 2015 Apr>
Immediatelly after she had an employer with an income I told her that she should find a separate appartment in the city...
From that time on with all my energy I am focusing on to stay calm while I am hurt everywhere unarmed and innocent!
From the above notes it is obvious that
- until now I hardly had any free time from the insulting, hurting, restricting forces of these people ...
- I was free for some days / some weeks when my father was still living ... but not more ...
- I could not start to build a family which was always the goal of life ... actually as a high IQ DNA person it should be an obvious goal for everybody else
My only whish is that these people who hurt me in any way as part of this would go away from my life!
Nothing is more important then this! Literary nothing!
Because I still believe that there is freedom on this Earth for everybody.
Also the intelligent who is not in the military but a real humanist, living for God, peace and pure happiness of children and families!
-----
Now they say: I am the knock off kid - the kid who they wanted to be born so that they kill him!?
Obviously that must be some urban legend of some people who beleive every tale which is told ... it can't be true! We will never raise people to kill them! That is sick.
I think this term does not exist in our dictionary!
An interesting document pair:
After I got to Hungary I got a paper which says I was not in the military and I do not have any further duties.
Then they gave me the same where the lines that I do not have any further duties are removed!
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